back and sick.

hey bitches! i'm back.oh boy am i sick.been infected by flu,slight fever and sore throat. i keep coughing it's not even funny,i just feel like putting my hand down my throat and then just scratching the wall of my throat. disgusting much? i know. BTW,i ain't working anymore, gona start college soon. am procrastinating whether or not i should do SAM OR ICPU. what the heck..hell yeah i'm sticking to SAM, i'm flicker minded,i can't stick to the decisions i make, thank the lord i have my boy to help me out here. he's pissed cos i'm settling my whole college shit at a last min resort and he thinks that i might start SMOKING in future if i can't deal with stress in the right way. work has been pretty rough on me,i didnt hit my personal sales target,huge dissapointment tho but life goes on.i'm missing all my collegaues especially PRINCESS ALI BABA AKA ANGELINE. she's such a darling.

boy am i scared of college. what's install for me there? i don't know. will i be able to fit in with the newbies? will people like me? biggest question mark right now is whether or not i'll have friends. wtffff !! i should be actually thinking about whether or not the subjects i choose will lead me to a better future but instead what ran through my mind is all this bullshit. guess i should get serious with life. like what km said 'grow up,stop fooling around anymore'. i've put the mother through thicks and thins,what's next man? she might just collapse one day and say ' I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU,PLS MOVE OUT OF MY HOUSE OR I'LL JUST THROW YOU OUT MYSELF'. wtthhhh.i hope not.

alexis oh..what's really on your mind actually ??

so cute.